Emotionally unstable

I think I’m emotionally unstable to study Medicine. It’s regarding my personality of course. I find my thinking and emotions and feeling more important than studying so it’s actually a hindrance.

I’m not a good friend, and I think I’m not a good person either. But anyway, I tend to push people away from me. Will there be people in this world who will take me back unconditionally even if I keep pushing them away? Maybe my friends get tired of who I am.

I’m tired of myself. I think a lot. Feel a lot. See the world in a different way.

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